I’m Not Quite Sure I Can Find It

I’m Not Quite Sure I Can Find It

I.
a rabbit runs
up your arm
into your head

it is not a rabbit
at all it is me
tapping my fingers

a rabbit peers
through the metal
encasement

of the person
you call
yourself

II.
once a damaged
person did an
action

why did she
do that?

(i need to point
out no one asks
themselves that)

damaged, she
tried her best
to answer

the marvel
was the
wrongness.

once a pathological
person did many
actions

what is the
purpose?

was the demand
(as if purpose
comes before)

he pointed to
the actions,
“that.”

III.

she is tall and wears
black and nobody
really saw much of her
looking at you.

you are an attraction
in your brightly spinning
tie saying a million things
meaning mostly nothing

once you glanced over
and wondered what
she thought about you
as she quietly erased the food.

Advertisements

You Are Having an Effect on Me

You Are Having an Effect on Me

In this prolapsed dish of cold noodles
I see a rose and I want to write a poem
When I’m supposed to be dying
Sorry, studying.

In a way I lost my innocence last night
There was some to lose
And in hindsight that is good
But it doesn’t matter anymore.

(The worst is when a place
With good pork has bad
Noodles. What am I supposed
To do about that though?)

I’m elbow deep in ekphrasis
And it’s grossing me out.
Do you get this?
Do you get it?

The worst is when I can’t
Figure out if something
Is a poem or a status
Or both and in what way.

I don’t know and it’s a hunch
But elbows and other joints
Protruding through a torso
I just, I don’t know.

(These noodles are earnest
And underseasoned
Kind of like the food
Homeless people make.)

And for every exhalation
And wild eyed realizings
That bodies are real
You are having an effect on me.

This imposition
That aggression
This black bruise
That take it

And it’s slow and it’s lovely
Sometimes fast and worrying
Like a broken neck bone
You are having an effect on me.

You are having an effect on me

You are having an effect on me

This is the language of sex
And eye contact and talking
Those kids I knew in college
They were having an effect on me.

This is the line that could replace
Every human interaction
Of submission and domination
Or speech as we know it.

You are having an effect on me.

You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me.

Digesting noodles in a noodle
shaped bowl of guts and glory
coming out of a rose colored
wound noodled, falling.

You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me.

What is the obsession with pain
You are having an effect on me
Are porn actors reanimated corpses
Yo/u a/r/e having an efffffect on me.

Ok last lap say it with me now
Chant it pant it frantically winded
Land it squarely in the square
Screen it mean it lean forever.
Gasping and crying and
Studying dying specimens

You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me
You are having an effect on me
U r having an effect on me

You are having an effect on me.

  • Calendar

    • November 2018
      M T W T F S S
      « Oct    
       1234
      567891011
      12131415161718
      19202122232425
      2627282930  
  • Search